Thursday, March 12, 2026

Trolled 11th this 11th

 How gracefully this 11 turned you 11

Year 2026 completes 10and turned 11

Moments to troll and giggles alongside

Sets us on future path how time flies

How we flow and sail

That's how you turned 11

Stay blooming ahead Ashana. 

Saturday, March 15, 2025

Happy 10 th Ashana Agrawal (Bitiya Rani)



ना जरूरत हो

ना जरिया हो तुम।

जिसे देखकर दुनिया खूबसूरत लगे

वो नजरिया हो तुम।।

जिस तरह हमने 10 जिया

बस ये ग्यारहवां भी शानदार चाहिए।।

धन्यबाद सभी का साथ सहयोग के लिए एक महिला (फूल) पूरी तरह खिल गई ,(Upasana Rani Agrawal)

खिलती हुई फूल ( आशना अग्रवाल )

*सभी के लिए शांतिपूर्ण समाज बनाने के लिए सहयोग बनाए रखे ।।*

10 वी की शुभकामनाएँ बिटिया रानी (आशना अग्रवाल)

You are neither a need nor a means. 

You are the vision that makes the world look beautiful.

 The way we lived 10 years, I want this 11th year to be great too. 

Thanks to everyone for their support, a woman (flower) has bloomed completely, (Upasana Rani Agrawal)

Girl ,Blooming flower (Ashana Agrawal)

*Let it all stay meaning ful to have a peaceful society for all .*

Happy 10th Bitiya Rani (Ashana Agarwal)


Wednesday, May 29, 2024

The dawn before the sunrise 🌄

Piece of writing that got selected for magazine .


               THE DAWN before the  SUNRISE


("Maatritwa EK Sundar Ehsaas" that makes you forget everypain/ problems one suffer with )

The way a mother / father rather parent counts every single day & moment waiting for the big day to have their own part in front inspite of all the odd pregnancy offers  these moments are enjoyed long 9 months & forever ,once you imagine little ours in front or feel those little kicks & what not has its own beauty .

Stay awake, Stay tuned ! 

Till we are up with our little SUNSHINE/(Ashana Agrawal).

Upasana Rani Agrawal 


                          सूर्योदय से पहले की सुबह

  

("मातृत्व एक सुंदर एहसास" जो आपको हर दर्द / समस्याओं को भुला देता है)

जिस तरह से एक मां/पिता बल्कि माता-पिता हर एक दिन और पल को गिनते हैं और सभी विषम गर्भावस्था प्रस्तावों के बावजूद बड़े दिन का इंतजार करते हैं। इन पलों का आनंद 9 महीने और हमेशा के लिए लिया जाता है, एक बार जब आप कल्पना करते हैं या उन छोटे किक को महसूस करते हैं और क्या नहीं इसकी अपनी सुंदरता है।

जागते रहो, देखते रहो!

जब तक हम अपनी नन्ही धूप/(आशाना अग्रवाल ) के साथ हैं।

उपासना रानी अग्रवाल 

Tuesday, March 12, 2024

Turned NINE So DIVINELY

 Turned nine 

all thanks to divine 🙏!

Playing learning swinging time 

Glorifying our Shine ,

It's time to dine

Let's catch up mines.( it's still a pending request 🙏)

Saturday, March 11, 2023

Diving in depth yet in eighth


(Yoga by Yogini )

Karmic Yog

Yog nahi "sanjog"
Ye hain karma "bhog".
Jo karogey "Yog"
To rahogey "Nirog".
Sukhi rahegi "Kaya"
Nai rahegi koi "Maaya".
Jo hain humarey "Bhitar Samaya"
Aa jayega sab bahar jo humne hain "Banaya".
Yahi hain"YOGI ki CHAAYA".
Yahi hain"YOGI ki  MAAYA".

Ashana Agrawal

योगिनी द्वारा योग

योग नहीं "संजोग"
ये हैं कर्म "भोग"।
जो करोगी "योग"
रहोगे "निरोग"  ।
सुखी रहेगी "काया"
नई रहेगी कोई "माया"।
जो हैं हमारे "भीतर समय"
आ जाएगा सब बहार जो हमनें "बनाया"।
याही हैं "योगी की छाया"।
यही है "योगी की माया"।

आशना अग्रवाल

Thursday, March 3, 2022

Seven Vows of Seventh Birthday

 (Seven Vows of Seventh Birthday)


*Stunner 

*Shiny

*Sharp

*Shrewd

*Smart

*Social

*Skilled/ Sanskari

Is what you turned up on whole, i wish you keep blooming and grooming ahead . Thanks to all the angels here & there for guiding us by far & being with us always in this journey by far.

Wish you a very happy Lucky for all ( number 7 )7th b'day princess Ashana Agrawal !

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

(Turning Six)

 Twixst to Dozen
                (Turning Six)
As her name goes so is her charm and it completely can be seen how love colours and power is the assemblace of NAME "ASHANA"
Last to last bday was on Holi ,
Last was during Exams,
This one on Mahashivratri !
Little Angel Ashana Agrawal with her Wings Stoned ,
Is now all set ready to Swing her Tone.
Completing her half past Ten, 
All ready moving towards her Six,
Moving with her own Trix.
Attuned with self COVID duty,
This way enjoying her childhood beauty .
Books on Racks & playing with Sacks.
Without any Fear,  she is changing the Gear.
Learnt much more than only books could have taught,
With her daily Chores being sorted by her Mummy (Class & homework),
Keep stepping ahead & blooming with grace always my little girl..


Wish you again a very happy 6th birthday  my lap outgrown little gal @Ashana Agrawal .
 Love you bachha !

Wednesday, March 11, 2020

Ashana completing 5 ( Happy birthday beta)

                                       Spreading Smiles

The way we connect  itself sums it all..
The five shades been celebrating every passing day ...
Autumn ...Summer ....Spring ....Winter & Rain ..
Would just have been mere seasons without your frame...
The way you made me connect through them so minutely ....I  just can't thank you for all .....
Your Smile has answer to all the way you scramble & mumble ....
And those super logical quotes of yours ....with those perfect photo shots you click ..,..
I still wonder how you do it all ....

My magical creative box ....keep on starring & preparing your best ....

Live & Love the way do ....
May God keeps blessing you the way he does care for you ....
My heartiest blessing on this completion of your 5th ....
Many more to troll ...rock & roll ahead....
Much love & blessings on this special day of yours...
Happily turning "6"......↑
Happy 5th cutiepie...welcoming 6th...
Last but not the least Happy birthday my gal keep smiling always :)


Blast from the recent past :)

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

What are the symptoms of black magic?
CONFUSED INTERPRETATIONS!!!

I am answering this as I have a lot of people who contact me with afflictions and according to their religion I suggest workable mantras, suras, verses etc. But there are also many who assume black magic attacks for unexplained phenomenon and health symptoms.

While a lot of them do have afflictions of various degrees and I do suggest certain tantric spells and yantras (symbols and tools) to prevent certain attacks in the future and ensure safety and cure for current ones, what is intriguing is the increased nos of people who don’t understand these phenomenon and play into the hands of cheats who only extract monies out of them. Many who approach me have approached various ‘babas’ who in spite of taking large amounts as ‘fees’ for ‘pujas’ or ‘tawizs’ have not been able to help.

I want to lay certain signs and symptoms and certain simple remedies people with suspected afflictions can do at home by themselves to prevent any attacks or cure simple afflictions.

Firstly lets know how one gets afflicted by ‘black magic’

By someone deliberately targeting the entire family to harm. Property issues where entire families were targeted to be wiped out or enmity with entire family to bring them to harm. Sometimes the intention is just to ‘teach them a lesson’
By someone targeting just one specific person of a family. Usually the heads of family are attacked to bring the entire family to their knees and then to negotiate with them from a position of weakness. Large tracts of lands where the head of the family is too weak to tend to them or defend them and is forced to part ways with the land or sell it. Many a times the targeted family may know who the culprit is and who gains max out of this but cant do much about it.
A specific person may also be attacked for enmity or love interest to detach the person from the family. An afflicted person suddenly turns hostile to the family only to break down emotionally later when the effect wears off yet again to turn hostile when the attack is resumed and with fervor. One instance I witnessed was when the attack was being done simultaneously when the cure was being administered. Ultimately the more powerful win. But the defence has to be much more powerful than the attack as attacks are very easily done but defence is very tough.
There may not be any person behind the ‘attack’ but an Entity. I don’t want to elaborate into names and types but these are generally ‘khundlas’ - meaning a person stomps on something which is an ‘utara’ (taken off affliction) of someone else. Generally someone who is not an expert on handling the ‘utaras’ doesn’t know how to dispose it off and hence just carelessly lets it loose through stuff used for the ‘utara’ carelessly discarded only to afflict someone else through a ‘khundla’ -stomping by someone else on the material used for cure. Sometimes the demonic entity demands another ‘vehicle’ or ‘home’ or ‘body’ to get into as a condition to let go of an afflicted person. And the weak tantric may just agree as he/she is too weak to handle the demonic force and agrees to this condition. When such a thing happens the demonic force attacks the new ‘body’ or ‘home’ (person) with much fierce energy.
Passing under trees where things of ‘utara’ are tied or demons reside are another reason. Usually large and very old trees are the reason. Even in cities where tracks of land have been cleared for new construction for buildings to come up but very old trees have not been cut down for ‘environmental’ reasons, can continue to harbor such entities.
People who have weak ‘sitaras’ or ‘stars’ or planetary positions may be afflicted by eating or consuming at places which are dirty or close to garbage bins where people may have dumped ‘utaras’. This is more true of non-veg or alcohol consumed rather than vegetarian. Dhabas were hygiene is not maintained and are on the outskirts can be such places too.
Being impure - not having taken a bath after sex or discharge or menstrual cycle and going out may trigger an attack if even passing near a cemetery or very old buildings, or hospitals (where people may have died) or visiting new buildings under construction where during digging of foundation some entities may have been dug out or released which were buried there
Large water bodies or wells where people may have died or committed suicide are vulnerable areas
Now these are the common areas and as long care is taken to always be in a state of purity (bathing from head to toe with no part of body not washed), washing private parts well post defecation and even passing urine is imp. Wearing very strong perfumes or letting loose long hair is another attraction and to be avoided. And not eating at dirty places or avoiding non-veg at open places. So with just these small things one can prevent 60% of afflictions. Remember prevention is better than cure.

Some symptoms of afflictions:

1. Becoming pale and getting dark circles and sudden weight loss

2. Feeling a sense of heaviness or high burden on shoulder or the neck region

3. Unexplained and sudden enmity with family members with unnecessary fights over small issues.

4. Feeling unease while reciting prayers or reading religious books

5. Sudden personality changes where someone who ate very little suddenly eating a lot or having no hunger at all. Someone who hardly spoke now speaking almost non-stop.

6. Sitting all by self and smiling or laughing by themselves or suddenly smiling while looking weirdly at people

7. Talking in a deep voice almost as someone else in between sentences. Suddenly using foul language.

8. Feeling tired and lethargic all the time and not wanting to do anything. Suddenly feeling very drowsy and wanting to sleep.

9. Unexplained phenomenon with weird and unexplained sounds coming from behind the house or outside the door such as scratching sounds, things falling off walls or shelves, religious or spiritual items being moved or changed.

10. Feeling lost, sad and suicidal with no real reason

11. High libido and weird thoughts and dreams that are very unpleasant and very sexual in nature. Many wet dreams or increasing periodicity.

12. A sickness which doctors are not able to explain or cure

13. Feeling something near you, touching you or scratch you or even attack you with no one near by

14. Feeling uncertain fears specially when it’s about to sunset & in the nights

15. Hearing voices in the head or around you which cannot be explained.

Now no jumping to conclusions should be done about these and one should talk to family members if suspect any of the above. Family members shouldn’t just brush these aside but neither scare the person but keep an eye on the person and get a health check up done. Sometimes sheer fatigue, pressure, work load, emotional trauma or loss may trigger events or symptoms.

Now for a few remedies at home apart from the prevention I mentioned already.

Light a diya or incense sticks daily. Pleasant smells drive away small or weak entities. Bad smells, unhygiene of self and home surely invite entities. Keep house good smelling and absolutely clean. Kitchen and toilets should be very clean.
No unclean stuff lying in the bedroom or discarded carelessly. People pick trash and use unclean discarded stuff. Tantrics may use garbage pickers on the road to bring them unclean things from the trash bin which may contain semen or blood.
Daily bath - head to toe.
Never leaving home without a short prayer depending on your belief system.
Regular giving alms of food or clothes to the poor.
Never harming animals or keeping caged pets
Never abusing anyone or harming or threatening them
These are enough to save a lot of trouble later.

Now based on your planetary placements a few things to increase strength of your weaker planets.

With the use of four basic elements the charity (Sadqa) is given and according to the element of the patient.

1. Element Fire: - Giving food to Carnivorous animals such as (meats, liver, lungs, fish etc.)

2. Element water: - Giving food to sea animals such as (floor balls, boiled rice etc.)

3. Element Air: - Giving food to birds such as (millet, wheat, water etc.)

4. Element Earth: - Giving food to insects such as (sugar, rise, lentil etc.)

If one is of fire element then the charity should be done of water element and vice versa. If one is of the air element, the best charity is of earth and vice versa.

For suspected afflictions the horoscope is the starting point for weakness of planets which may invite spiritual challenges and afflictions. Ketu’s position and distance from Jupiter and Moon and condition of the 8th, 12th houses and aspects on them, placement and afflictions on the Moon and certain conjunctions yet again point strongly towards afflictions. Rahus conjunctions with Mars and Saturn and aspects are other pointers especially when connected to maleficly afflicted 5th or 9th. Now without getting into too many details to keep the answer more lucid and short, here are the 3 yantras which can be used.

These yantras can be printed out on a paper, stuck on a thick cardboard and hung behind an almira or a cabinet.

HANUMAN YANTRA

Now these 3 yantras are sufficient to protect maximum homes from afflictions and drive away non-serious or not very grave entities if you follow the Hindu religion. For Muslims and Christians specific verses of the Quran and Bible are more useful as faith is a very strong part of remedies and cure. Of course for severe afflictions more deep study of planetary placements, weaker planets and placements need to be studied.

A good practice is to always get up with a prayer and end the day with a prayer on the bed thanking the Almighty for life when you get up and for a day passed well at the end of the day is imp. Thanking, gratitude, prayer and prevention will ensure protection 90% of the times.

For other times when already under affliction help without any delay is recommended.

May God keep all!
Someone who uses black magic will exhibit malevolence and negativity.

As for symptoms of someone under attack here's some I found on the Internet. I am merely posting them. I do have any idea  to an extentthese are true n some as part of inspection:

1. Black magician’s most favorite thing is disturbing the married life of people and leading couples to divorce.
2. When wife or husband will see at face of either they will feel hate to each other. In result their life will become an irritating experience of life.
3. Continuous or consistent habitual headache problem is also sign of black magic.
4. Prolonged pain and infection in throat and problem in speaking
5. Some victims always feel like they are caught in a cage. They feel lake of oxygen and suffocation while breathing.
6. The person can be made a deaf with magic. He becomes unable to hear others.
7. Magician keeps away the wife from her husband as she gets extra menses periods.
8. Sometimes people may feel extreme and continuous pain in the body especially in knees or backbone.
9. Weakness in body is also a sign of black magic.
10. People become blind even with healthy eyes due to black magic.
11. Crumbling of teeth with pain and blood
12. Abnormal heart beat can also be done with black magic. Victim feels it a heart disease which is not the case in actual.
13. Always having fever and weakness
14. Feeling drowsiness all the time and not taking interest in work
15. Suddenly having weakness of memory
16. Feeling difficulty in understanding things even easy things
17. Improper working of brain and mental disorder
18. A good person suddenly indulge into bad habits and becomes an astray one
19. Becoming an addict or cigarette lover
20. Becoming an Alcohol lover and drinker
21. Extra increase in sexual desire or women selling herself for sex
22. Suddenly start hating the laws of religion and all respectable things in religion
23. Not having dreams or even experiencing prolonged sleepless
24. Having stomach problems especially Ulcer problem
25. Feeling acidity or fire in chest or body
26. As liver is an important organ of body, magician attacks this part to irritate a person and indulge him into extreme pain and discomfort. And to gradually kill him...

Lady may leave sex for lifetime as her mind never supports her to look forward on her soul n just run after world n earn for necessity...

Hairs of Head: The handful of hairs of the victim is taken and after certain practices, is buried and the victim gets lunatic as a result.

Sand of foot: The sand, on which the victim has walked, is treated and then buried or tided in river.

Nails of Hand and Feet: These are taken to make one your slave and subservient.

Burying of Puppet: This is to done to make an enemy suffer to extreme – its puppet is made through sand, his word cloth and cotton and then needles are punctured in and as a result the person immediately starts to feel tremendous pain and no doctor can cure or diagnose that.

Owl’s blood: This too is used to write some Mephistophelean omens. The blood of this impure animal is used to make an enemy lunatic and destroyed. Magic is also done on its bones and eyes for certain other purposes.

Saliva and Semen: Magic is also done on saliva and semen. This is to make a male impotent and he avoids his wife.

Used cloth: Any one who is to be victimized; a worn cloth of that person is taken and after some recitations on it, is buried in some old grave and as a result the person gets chronic diseases.

Menstrual Blood: This is equipment, which is used to mix with a juice or any other liquid and given to males to make them obedient and mostly wives do this to make husbands their servant.

Symptoms of Black Magic

1. The first symptom of grammary nowadays is that the couples who are living happily with each other suddenly tend to be against each other and hate each other.

2. Second symptom is that a woman, who loves her husband a lot, suddenly starts hating him.

3. Thirdly, proposals of a young beautiful woman are rejected

4. The proposals of any girl are stopped and with out watching her, are rejected.

5. A man loves his family, wives and children and after being victimized, hates them and also the one who advises him.
6. The gramary is done on milking animals like cows, buffaloes, goats etc. and either they stop milking or the one who drinks their milk gets ill
7. This too is seen that bones and joints of animals are affected through malefic acts and they stop grazing grass and die.
8. The nursing and milking female animals are aimed and their offspring dies.

9. The children are affected especially the toddlers – and after being affected they die.

10. This type focuses on making a geniture through special recitations and either on Tuesday or Friday, is placed in the path of a lady and when she crosses over – she can never be a mother in her life.

11. In this type, a male becomes impotent and can not mate with her wife.

12. The bride is affected, and hates to mate with her husband.

13. The joints of a male are affected and the male gets ill.

14. By using this type, head and belly of a woman gets swollen with surplus water.

15. By this type, a beautiful lady is turned weak and horrible to look at.

16. This stops the infertility of a woman and despite of menstruation, can not promote fertility in womb.

17. This is done to bind the livelihood resources of a person and he experiences losses every time.

18. The couple gets divorced

19. The atmosphere of a home gets disturbed; quarrels, fighting, lack of love is seen.

20. This type aims to make any person ill and does not get cured.

21. Through this type, any man or woman is ostracized and every body hates him or her and no body trusts.

22. Any officer or executive becomes jobless

23. In this type, any billionaire is deprived off his wealth and turns beggar.

24. A woman gets divorced, and until the magic is permanently cured, will keep on getting divorced no matter how many nikkahs.
25. Transfer of any officer takes place and is sent some where.

26. Despite of beauty, a lady when gets affected is scorned by every one no matter relatives or strangers.

27. The growth of any kind is stopped and even built homes are ruined in a way that no one lives there anyways
Black magic symptoms

Keep in mind that most black magic spells are designed for specific purposes and, therefore, there are countless symptoms that black magic can manifest. The effect is felt differently from the individual to the individual depending on their life situation, overall health and mental state.

If you encounter any of the following, you may need a spiritual healer to heal black magic:

Terrible Headaches

Blindness

The eyes become gray

Inability to sleep, insomnia or sleep

Depression

Down on them

Very bad breath

Seizures

Excessive tears

Unexplained irritability, anger and emotional imbalance

In unexplained infertility

One or more episodes of miscarriage

Black magic is real and is present in every culture around the world.One will never believe in it until he himself suffers from it .My close friend was suffering from it for two years.He was earning very much but suddenly everything got changed.Suddenly he started having problems which he never had .First he complaint of a skin irritation and his face went wierdy brownish.After some day at night he started having very fast heart beat.He went to cardiologist have a lots of checkup but no diseasae was found.He than had eye problems and headache at the back of the head which was almost for 24 hours.He visited several doctors had cts mri scans but nothing was found.He also suffered from a throat problem in which his tounge started paining and whenever he speaks he suffers pain but the doctors said they cant diagonise the problems.He suffered for almost for 1.5 yrs but he was not ready to believe that he was suffering from black magic!.Then finally he started to find another ways and went to a maulvi and he got a hint that something is wrong.He was told that he had a “BANDISH”(a magic where a person is bound to something and he cant find a solution for that).After lot of undergoings thanks to Almighty Allah he was relieved from his sufferings and now he is living normal life.

Symptons of black magic he was complaining

Headache all the time(He suffered for almost 1.5 yrs)
Back pain shoulder pain
Throat pain
Sudden heart beating at a very fast pace any time
Facial changes (face becomes very dull)
On diagonasis by the doctors no symptons of any disease was found and every thing seems to be normal.

Signs you might have been cursed by Black Magic include but are not limited to:

Feelings of unease that persist longer than normal (for days or weeks).
Objects, especially those of value, breaking apart in the hands or at the slightest touch.
Strings of coincidental bad luck, usually in 3's or 9′s.
Trouble sleeping or having sleep cycles interrupted at unusual times.
Lots of arguing and fighting, either involving the person directly or going on around them.
Financial troubles.
Sudden illness or death happening around the person.
Bloating, fatigue, illness
Now I will give you a solution to fix it.

I’m giving you my advice as a Hoodoo Witch who works like this kind of magic and knows how to help those that have been affected.

If you feel you have been crossed/hexed, then you need to take a cleansing  with uncrossing ingredients:

Rue
Sea Salt
Hyssop
Bay Leaves
Boil the herbs in a large pot of water to make a strong tea. Filter the herbs out and add the herbal tea to your bath water (or do it the traditional way and stand in your shower and slowly pour the tea over yourself).

Usually Psalm 37 is read aloud, as the words in this psalm are a powerful cleansing incantation, used for all types of uncrossing, unjinxing and unhexing.

TIP: It doesn’t matter if you’re not a Catholic or Christian, it’s the words that matter here, just like any spell. I’m not Catholic or Christian but I use the psalms for particular spells and rituals as they are VERY effective. I simply change the word “Lord” or “God” to the name of the spirit, deity, element I’m asking help from.

If this has been done but the curse has not been lifted, then that is the time to seek an  to help you. They should do a reading on you (tarot cards, shells… different witches use different tools. They can then see exactly whats going on and be able to fix it. Just watch out for charlatan’s that will ask for ALOT of money.

The symptoms of victims affected by Black Magic or Possessions may be the same, as both involve the influence of Jinn or a group of Jinns on the body of the victims / patients or in the homes.

1. Difficulty sleeping at night, and victims may wake up with jerks after little naps or feel that the whole body is paralyzed in the state of sleep.

2. Nightmares: see strange people or animals in dreams or be chased by some black dogs, cats, snakes, black birds, lizards, rats, owls, monkeys, eagles or strange animals / birds ... in dreams or dreaming bath / Baths Or take a bath, etc., or dream of dirt or dirt or sleep falling from the heights or dreaming of seeing the duplicates or seeing yourself flying in the dreams or seeing yourself traveling through deserts, mountains, forests in a Dream or dream of Hindu Deities or someone who adores some strange idols or pictures.

3. Sudden mood swings, sudden feelings of love or hatred for a particular person. Sudden change in character, the person becomes more aggressive and isolates himself from others or can say and speak unusual things or can play or talk to himself .. etc

4. The unpleasant odor or odor [smell of decomposed flesh] in breathing or burping or itching or in the body of the victim, which does not even go on after bathing continuously or using perfumes; Dark marks on the skin and the face becoming darker and darker for no reason.

5. Irregular cycles and continuous menstruation with continuous stomach pains in women; Infertility in men or women even though medical reports are normal.

6. Feeling something moving under the skin or stomach, spasms in the eyes; Veins or parts of skin continually striking / dilating or strange swellings in various parts of the body without medical reasons.

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Black magic is real and is present in every culture around the world.One will never believe in it until he himself suffers from it .My close friend was suffering from it for two years.He was earning very much but suddenly everything got changed.Suddenly he started having problems which he never had .First he complaint of a skin irritation and his face went wierdy brownish.After some day at night he started having very fast heart beat.He went to cardiologist have a lots of checkup but no diseasae was found.He than had eye problems and headache at the back of the head which was almost for 24 hours.He visited several doctors had cts mri scans but nothing was found.He also suffered from a throat problem in which his tongue started paining and whenever he speaks he suffers pain but the doctors said they cant diagonise the problems.He suffered for almost for 1.5 yrs but he was not ready to believe that he was suffering from black magic!.Then finally he started to find another ways and went to a black magic specialist and he got a hint that something is wrong.He was told that he had a “BANDISH”(a magic where a person is bound to something and he cant find a solution for that).After lot of undergoings thanks to black magic specialists he was relieved from his sufferings and now he is living normal life.

Symptons of black magic:

1. Headache all the time

2. Back pain shoulder pain

3. Throat pain

4. Sudden heart beating at a very fast pace any time

5. Facial changes (face becomes very dull)

6. On diagonasis by the doctors no symptons of any disease was found and every thing seems to be normal.

Black magic is not real, so there are no actual symptoms. Of course, this doesn't stop people who believe in such things from imagining they have symptoms or misattributing other things (health issues, for example) to black magic.

Monday, December 31, 2018

BLACK MAGIC......check out to be checked

How does black magic affect the victim's body?
Actually there are many ways you can tell you have been hexed /kaala jaadu/ Black magic. You just have to see those signs and then admit you have a problem. Many people keep suffering from black magic only because they refuse to admit it. Signs you should look for.

Bad dreams. Are you suddenly experiencing nightmares that leave your awake in the middle of the night? Unless you have suddenly developed gastric problems it can be the very first subtle effects of black magic.

Feeling of Presence. Are you constantly feeling some kind of Presence around you. E.g Something touched your arm but no one was there, you heard some one call out your name but you are alone in that place, Windows closing or opening on their own but there isn’t any draft. Things/stuff disappearing on their own and reappearing in the very same place when you stop looking for them. This can mean an entity has been unleashed on you.

Financial Problems. Sudden financial problems. You were doing just fine, but suddenly there is a loss of business or job. Certain situations arising where money is required and you don’t seem to have it or you’re just losing money for no reason on trivial things.

Bad Health. Yes biggest sign of black magic. You have suddenly taken ill. Your vomiting Non Stop, or have high fever for no apparent reason. Doctors fail to find any disease or condition, hence they don’t know how to cure you.

Bad Mental State. Truly the worst type of black magic, where someone’s mental state is affected. You can’t concentrate on anything, you don’t feel like working, you just don’t want to leave your home and go out. Loss of interest in the activities you used to enjoy. Depression, bouts of rages, frustration.

Failing Relationships. Sudden unexplained break ups in your relationships, falling out with friends, losing people you love for one or the other reason (could be death), separation from family….. Yes there is a type of black magic only done to separate families, couples, people in general from one another.

Loss in Business. Are you suddenly losing customers? Losing a lot of money in business? Contracts not getting passed or projects stuck for some reason? You have tried everything, have done everything right yet your business seems to not improve? Then it’s definitely the work of black magic.

Black magic Does Work. Many of my clients who came to seek my help were victims of black magic. It’s bullshit to say it dosent work if you don’t believe in it. It’s done to harm a person and it will do it’s job, whether you believe in it or don’t.

Black Magic is dangerous and can destroy one’s health and well-being, it can also kill or make the individual commit suicide in extreme cases. The innocent soul seldom finds out that he/she has become a victim of Black Magic.

If you think you have become a victim of black magic here are the indications that will help you understand your situation.

Initial stages of possible Black Magic or Spirit Activity

Your sleep is disturbed

Fatigue and lack of energy to live day-to-day life

You have Fear

Disinterest in life

Hopelessness

You are irritated for no reason

You get angry for no reason

Severe Depression

Dryness of mouth at night

Obesity in some cases

Sudden Chills and Goose Bumps

Tightness around body parts

You start forgetting things in the spur of the moment and experience memory loss

Your access to the dream world is blocked: No remembrance of dreams when you wake up

Your professional career suffers

Irrational behaviour of people towards you.

Blockages in the inflow of money

There are many symptoms and it all depends upon the state of consciousness the victim is at and the kind of Spirit World influence that is affecting the victim.

Advance Stages of Black Magic/Spirit Activity

You dream of dead bodies and horrible looking people who want to kill you in your dream

You dream of snakes & dirty places

Waking up suddenly in fear with shortness of breath

Dreaming of falling from Heights

Dreaming of Snakes, Scorpions & Spiders

You see black dots or smoke flying all over

The stomach bloats like a pregnant women’s belly and the area right above the navel tightens up & when touched feels like a golf ball is in there

Tightness and heaviness specially in shoulders and chest

Extreme hunger in case entities have taken charge of your body

Constant headache

Your complexion darkens

Itching, burning and stinging pains in different parts of the body

Final Stages of Spirit Possession / Black Magic with very little recovery time left

Cancer of blood or other body parts

Shrinking and malfunctioning of kidneys

Excessive alcohol consumption resulting in liver damage

Substance Abuse

Heart Attacks resulting in sudden death

Medicines do not work baffling the medical practitioner: resulting in doctors using stronger treatments

Suicidal attempts or thoughts of self destruction

Additional symptoms pertaining to women only

Bruise marks around thighs & vagina

Rape in dreams by spirits with an orgasm that is real

Irritation in the vagina with Leukorrhea/Leucorrhea

Complete stoppage of monthly periods, irregular periods, painful periods, Dark Blood

unable to conceive due to psychic blocks so as the woman stays barren all her life

Blockages in fallopian tubes and/or unable to hold the pregnancy resulting in miscarriage

Unexplained convulsions

Additional symptoms pertaining to Spiritual People

Your interest in the divine consciousness takes a nose dive, you lose interest in your prayers and meditations.

Body shakes like a pendulum when one tries to meditate or pray

One gets attracted towards unholy desires like homosexuality, Non-vegetarian food, sex & other vices

Your kundalini shakti becomes inactive in case your kundalini was functioning earlier. In serious cases where demons, devils or evil entities have taken possession of the individual’s body, the individual can commit suicide or become a killer. Sudden violent behavior is quite visible in these individuals.

Important:

The spirit activity increases 2-3 days before the Dark moon nights and the full moon nights. If you are a victim your condition will worsen around these periods. It will help you keep a log of the events around these periods. Please check the dates for the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon Nights that are listed at the end of this page.

Voodoo Witchcraft

(Very Cruel & Deadliest of all) Voodoo Witchcraft comes from the African continent & is extremely lethal. In the last few years it has spread into other parts of the world & is being mixed with other forms of Black magic to harm and kill people.

The clothes, hair, nails and picture are used to make a doll that resembles the victim; the heart area of the doll is kept open for the final ritual. A ritual is performed and a heart is pulled out from a live animals body while it is vibrating and placed into the heart area of the doll, at this point the doll is infused with life connecting the doll with the victim with an invisible psychic chord. Once the doll and the victim are connected, 2-3 inch needles are pushed in the doll at specific acupuncture points to break the energy system of the victim. As the pins are pushed into the doll the victim feels as if a needle is being pierced into his body. The victim can be sitting thousands of miles away and will experience the attacks instantaneously. If the victim was made to eat or drink food and/or water that consists of “Masaan” (Ash of the Dead) infused with negatively charged energy by the black magician, the effects are life threatening and gives unlimited control over the victims Mind & Body. The prime focus of the black magician is to destroy the immune system of their victim.

In case of a man: head & temple area, thumbs & big toes are targeted to break the immune system.

In case of women, breasts and private parts are attacked to terrorize & harm the victim.

The individual can be killed using this technique in as little as 28 days (one Moon cycle). If the individual is physically, mentally, emotionally & spiritually strong it becomes very difficult for the attacker to kill the victim within a specific time period and the attacks can continue for years until the victim or the black magician dies. At present many forms of black magic are being used all over the world, the problem is rising at a horrifying rate and the governments are not interested in looking into the problem and making laws to punish the Black Magicians. In the past few years hushed up research has been done at the Stony Brook Medical College, New York. USA and they have concluded that Voodoo witchcraft can kill people. 90% of Vietnam is dominated by the practice of black magic; Parts of Asia including India, China, Indonesia, Thailand, and Malaysia are the areas where the science of black magic is spreading like wild fire. In the west: America, Mexico & parts of South America, England, Eastern Europe & Africa are some of the areas where Black Magic & Voodoo witchcraft is on the rise.

Here are some of the effects one can experience on the physical level if one has become a victim of Voodoo Witchcraft: In Voodoo the effects are not gradual but start instantly and the intensity of these attacks increase to higher levels depending upon the weakness of the individual.

Waking up with a jerk and in fear within moments one falls into the first stage of sleep.

A Dark or Grey smoke is seen in front of the eyes when awake.

One’s complexion turns dark & as the time passes it turns to darker shades of black.

Stinging pains in different parts of the body.

Shooting stinging pain in the tongue and one wakes up with extreme pain with a blister on the tongue.

Burning of palms as if they have been put on fire

Lips and other body parts get swollen in the spur of the moment for no medical reasons.

Constant Fatigue/ Low Energy

Mood Swings & extremely negative thinking that can lead to suicides

Jerking/Twitching of muscles or body parts

feeling of ants crawling on the body or body parts vibrate

Heaviness/Tightness in the whole body or certain body parts

In serious cases where spirits have taken control of the house where the individual is residing: one can experience dripping plasma from the walls, unusual activity of the insects & other wierd phenomenon that is unexplainable & unrealistic. Some of the unusual activity is only visible to the victims.

Whether it is Black Magic or Voodoo witchcraft the effets are intensified on and around the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon nights As the attacks continue the victim is torn down on multiple levels; gets bed ridden and eventually dies of no apparent medical reason. The doctor’s cannot help him because the symptoms misguide the doctors into giving the individual stronger treatments with every passing day and one day the body gives-up. If any of the above symptoms match your situation, you should immediately get professional help. There are some specific mantras in the Rig Vedas that can start protecting you immediately. Here are some precautions that you can take from becoming a victim

Do not eat or drink any item from anyone unless the person shares that food item with you.

Sweets/Desserts that are filled with “Ash of the Dead” and charged with negative mantra are used to create an opening in your auric shield and that opening is used as a channel to control your body & mind.

Black Magic is done using your picture, clothes, hair, nails, blood, saliva, skin tissue & used menstrual pads

Women get affected with black magic more easily than men, in women the effects can be observed on the surface while in men it works as an undercurrent and is not visible.

Black magic can also be done by touching your body or looking straight into your eyes.

Anything that carries an aura can be charged with negative energies to create an opening in the auric field of the victim. Examples: Clothing, jewelry, piece of paper, stuffed animals or stuffed dolls e.t.c

Black magic can also be done using your name and your mother’s name hence do not give sensitive information to everyone

There is nothing irrational about black magic as it is an ancient science and can be mastered to hurt or heal people hence follow the rule of Trusting in God but staying on Guard Important:

The spirit activity increases 2-3 days before the Dark moon nights and the full moon nights. If you are a victim your condition will worsen around these periods. It will help you keep a log of the events around these periods. Please check the dates for the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon Nights that are listed below.

If any of the symptoms listed above match your situation, your life is at serious risk, you should seek immediate help.

Friday, December 21, 2018

JOURNEY .....to be continued !!

MY STRUGGLES 
 
 
I STRUGGLE WITH
EMOTIONAL ABANDONMENT......
 40995 People struggle with this too.

I got married believing I would have a partner to share life with a healthy family Instead, I ended up more alone than ever before rather bunch of craps n abuses on physical n mental level with my education being my biggest curse as the  prime statement all time popping up from in laws n family..Place where reading a English newspaper was a bad habit as daughter in law comes to work not to read ... where talking to elders n sharing your genuine problems seems to be rude n disobedient...where wearing or dressing twice a day means you have bad character or you have habit of not valuing money .. much more in que which kept on going . .stealing of belongings also became a hard way to survive n a matter of self security n Moreover for the same you were blamed being careless what a beautiful world God has created must say how KARMA'S pay back in various forms.....never mind .. 

SHACKLED TO A DEAD MARRIAGE
I was left alone in our marriage. My husband didn’t know how to acknowledge my feelings or show me his support. After 6 months of courtship and 4 (2 years separated) years of marriage, we gradually become strangers — to the point where mutual understanding faded and there was hardly a trace of connection left between us.
I wanted him to hear me out, to show that he cared about how I felt and to notice what I was going through. But that wasn’t something he wanted to do. He was a “best friend” to others outside our home, but for many years I felt like I came in second place to everything. I was left thinking, I wish he wanted to be my friend. When I told him how I felt, he’d dismiss my feelings as if they weren’t even real. We became strangers, living under the same roof, hardly talking. On the rare occasions we did talk, it usually ended in arguments. We even slept on same bed as if in separate rooms because he didn't want to be near me.
When my husband was present, he was never really there for me and our daughter. He had moved on before, but I wouldn’t let myself accept that fact. He spent so much time outside the house that I was basically raising my daughter alone. People loved him — he was their hero and needed his help. He ended up just being a provider, but I also needed him to be a co-parent.

My ex pretended rather was workaholic having (his ex) no where at priority. He would often work on weekends. While I waited for him to come home in the evenings, he’d be in his office still working at something or spending his evenings out with friends. When he did come home, instead of being with me, he would start spending much time out and often stayed glued to his phone till the wee hours of the or television . We hardly even had meals together. Several days a week he would come home at one in his timing as if I was a mere maid kept for household work simply , telling me he’d already eaten and not to wait up for him.

To my shock, in the last few years of our marriage, I realized he’d found someone else.

He used to pass signs to me he was emotionally, mentally, and physically done with me maybe because my parents didn't had enough to pay for me to continue this term called marraige but his statements never truly sank in.

Out of all the moment n that one fine complete bleedy night while my clothes n face was whole blooded n mental abuse by each individual have taken me to another area of my mind which I have never seen a new me discovered n it all ended . All the abuses & physical torture that started just a week after the marriage was tolerated considering the love of the value which my UPBRINGING had given me to continue the bond of marriage at any cost being any situation it is sailing through finally broke down the way n virtually took the last breath as bond of TOGETHERNESS....I couldn't consider the crime of departing a son with parents else may would have given a chance  of fresht separately seeing the one year old angel in my hands I felt helpless but had no other way left except standing on my legs n making my professional standards firm at par created a mark upto the level expected to but some not somewhere the ideal life of normal people was no more my choice ...started running away from all n kept on working with several ideas n platforms just to engage mind at home or mostly being with my only family as my daughter ..  was surrounded by so many people enjoying every festival n celebration around but seemed no colours in it ...life kept going n adding colours with the angel n so on until she was about to be 4 ( 4 months back )
When it finally sunk in, I cocooned. I wanted to be alone because I had nothing more to give him. I battled with my mind and with our relationship. If I brought up his behavior, we would fight and then he'd get busy or sleep alone n I kept on crying whole night for end number of months just to talk him once n vent out my feelings which fortunately happended rare n that too ended with blame games n no support on my end ever. I consulted the psychologist, thinking I was having a nervous breakdown. I started taking prescription medication for depression. It made me feel like I was hopelessly sick and alone.He never saw what was happening to me because he was too busy or he was somewhere else. I was falling apart because he didn’t acknowledge his part in our dead marriage. He blamed it all on me. When I asked him to join me in couple's counselling, he refused. Because I continued to see my psychologist alone, he told family and friends I had a mental condition.

To my shock, in the last few years of our marriage, I realized he’d found someone else. I turned a blind eye to his adultery and continued living with him even though I knew he was emotionally and physically involved with another woman. I just didn’t want to let go of him. I was afraid of complete abandonment.

For days I had shut myself inside.

But I overcame my depression by starting to work on myself — just myself. I reached out to the family members and friends who accepted me as I was. I engaged in healthy communities, which helped to pull me out of the shackles of my dead marriage, which I had been told was my fault. I realized I should turn to God to receive the unconditional love and acceptance I needed.

For days I had shut myself inside. There was immense emotional damage, and by not sharing and allowing myself to renew, I had been carrying all the stress of life by myself. By letting go of a dead relationship, I was able to be healed and to become myself again, with a new beginning.

I feel I am well on my way to recovery. All I’ve been through has made me stronger than I thought I could ever be. I have lived my life in many colours — some cold and some warm hues. Whatever canvas I’ve painted so far, it has made me who I am today. I now believe there was purpose in my struggle.

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Saturday, December 15, 2018

Once the Princess is all Powerpuffed :)

Dear Daughter, I Don’t Want You To Grow Up A Pampered Princess

Dear Daughter, I Don’t Want You to Grow Up Pampered Princess  Tell me what TRUE BEAUTY means to you. It’s time we redefine beauty!
Life can be hard, mom tells her daughter, and I want you to become tough enough to be able to take it head-on, not be a pampered princess.
Every now and then I send her a mail with little anecdotes, my feelings for her, the name of the song she loves to dance upon, a video of when she laughed hysterically as her dad made monkey face and so on. I intend to keep doing that and give her the password once she grows up. I feel she will also be able to experience how we celebrated and enjoyed little moments of her childhood.
A few days after her first birthday, I drafted a mail, the gist of which was ironically – you are not a princess.

First a little background on why I chose such a morbid topic. As we look around there are two kinds of families – those still stuck in patriarchal mindset where birth of a girl child is frowned upon and girls are still discriminated against, and a second kind where the girls are cherished like princesses and treated like one too.

I don’t want to talk about the disgusting regressive mindset of the first kind but there is something wrong with the second group too.

In my role as a teacher I came across numerous university girls who were unable to cope with studies, and a little rebuttal would result in a stream of tears often leading to anxiety attacks. Many girls had a hard time adjusting in hostels, eating mess food, and could not survive without an air conditioner in their rooms. In recent heart-breaking news, a girl in Mysore committed suicide as her hair-straightening procedure went wrong and she had excessive hair-loss. Much ahead leading family trust broken how own siblings rather parents impart moral values to drain everything of your's.

MAY YOU WAS BROUGHT BY MISTAKE BUT WON'T BE GROWN UP IN SAME WAY FURTHER MORE.....HOW SIBLINGS TRIED TAKING AWAY EVERYTHING AWAY BUT UNKNOWINGLY EVERY LIFE LESSONS WAS GIVEN IN RETURN TAKING THE MOST PRECIOUS THING ....
NEVER MIND THAT'S LIFE & FATE ....
MAY DESTROIER CAME YOUR WAY ....PLAYED THEIR PART ...N THE STORM TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY ......BUT WE MUST STAY BACK WITH WHAT REMAINS.....

LIFE ..............FATE..............KARMA............... SERENDIPITY...........SURRENDERENCE..........

THAT'S the prime way life should be leaded ....

LET IT ALL GO ....n see Finally what remains...

Few mistakes have no correction rather just the RESULT.....




Girls ending their life over a failed relationship or bad result have become common news. In a quest to provide unconditional love and protect them from hardships, we have created entitled individuals unable to tackle real life issues.

So II don’t know how the future pans out for my daughter, but here is what I wrote –

My darling…

You are a piece of my heart, but I don’t want you to be treated like a princess. I would rather prefer calling you my power puff girl. My girl is not a Cinderella waiting for her prince charming; she is a Moana unafraid to sail out on her own to build her future.

You will forever have your mother love and support, but I want to prepare you for a world that is full of all kinds of people, and life that may bring you face to face with unexpected circumstances. As you grow up you may face various situations – your closest friends having no qualms gossiping behind your back, your teachers being unfairly biased, relationships that break your heart or a boss being unnecessarily judgmental.

This does not mean that everyone is unfair; in fact most people are actually kind, but it’s just a part of life and I want you to be strong enough to take the ups and downs in your stride.

How happy or sad we are marginally depends on our circumstances and majorly on how we respond to a situation.

Chose your battles wisely and learn to let it go. If a situation seems tough and out of control and you find it hard to go on just look around and you will find me by your side. I promise to walk along with you as you carve your own path.




Be happy, confident in your skin, kind and humble.

I promise I will forever be there for you, love you, and protect you.

Love,

Mummy .....

Saturday, March 10, 2018

                         "Empowering 3"
          Two leading incredible Three

If love can fade ,so can pain....
Also it can be as speedy as train,
Can make all the torment drain,
Feeling of love is all I wish to attain,
May it won't tie you to chain...
It shouldn't be considered as bane,
Rather be wished to obtain,
Which drains our brain,
Fly you like an airplane....
It may also complain but isn't a terror of reign,
May LOVE can't be explained
Because
It all drain brain & all I wish is YOU to attain the same !

Cheers ! 
to our INCREDIBLE 3rd inning 
Happy 3rd birthday my Angel Aashana !










                       mine 30's yours 3rd :)

Saturday, September 9, 2017

                  Forgiveness frees the soul

The client is a young working professional and senses a huge emotional blockage and a void leading to loneliness.Though he has a family and good number of friends yet he feels that no one is there for him. He lost his parents when he was a teenager and his elder siblings were eventually married and settled. Since that time he has been living alone until he got married. There is always this fear and uneasiness of getting connected with people as he feels they would eventually leave him and he would be left alone.

He doesn't accept anyone's help and doesn't like to be dependent on anyone. His life has been about 'I am on my own' and 'I don't need anyone's help' ! This is hampering his personal life and professional growth as he is not comfortable working in a team.

The interview process takes time hence it was done in a separate sitting before the actual session. After two days of the one on one session the client messaged that he's feeling quiet anxious and having sleepless nights in anticipation of what is in store for him! This usually happens when the issue is triggered within the soul and it realises that the solution is nearby!
I owe the healing and PLR sessions success  to my Masters blessings and it is my belief that the sessions are divinely guided as most of the clients have similar experience where in they feel an inner awakening.This soul awakening brings in a permanent shift in the clients life!

Within moments of going into Alpha state the client regressed to his childhood memory where he saw himself as a young boy playing in a house. Though his mother was around yet he felt alone, so he was further regressed to the womb. He didn't feel connected and there was a sadness that he felt being in the womb.

It was now clear that the issue is linked to previous lives. So the next step involved going further to a life which held the key to this loneliness. The client saw himself as a teenager in a big house. He sees his grandmother (who had passed away quiet early in this life) and many other people, but not his parents. On asking where his parents are he says they are no more and no one is sharing what happened to them, but they are not around and he was left all alone. He was once again a victim in that life similar to his current life.

When a client comes for his problems to be resolved through past life therapy he usually plays the role of a victim. To release the issue it is important to get back to that life where he has been the persecutor! For as per the law of the Universe or Karma whatever you may want to call it, when one goes through any pain or suffering and becomes a victim of the same, he has given that same pain to someone which he is now experiencing! And he keeps going through the same until the Soul realises it as it's own creation, this is when the lessons are learnt and the Soul breaks free from the vicious cycle of that Karma!

The second life he saw was also a victim life where he got separated from his parents in a religious festival while visiting a temple and never saw them again.

In the third life he saw himself as a young boy with lot of differences with his parents. As per him his two siblings are more favoured by them as they are obedient. He is of a rebellious nature and doesn't like interference so one day he runs away from his home. He can hear his parents calling out his name but he doesn't look back. He moves to a new city and gets busy in earning money and building a new life. He doesn't marry as he loves his freedom. Over the years he starts missing his family and feels lonely. At the age of 65 he leaves the body and the soul sees that there is no one around to even pick up his body to cremate. This makes his extremely sad.

Now it was time for the soul to review that life. On looking back he realised that it was he who left his loved ones and not the other way round. This filled him with guilt and grief so we did the Re-scripting where he was made to revisit that life and re create it in a positive way. He went back home and reunited with his family eventually leading a fulfilling life. At the time of death he saw himself surrounded by his near ones and that brought in peace. The emotions of loneliness were released from the soul level.

The client had left his parents because of which those souls went through pain of separation as closure never happened. Also they were fearful of their other children leaving them. This was the same feeling/fear/emotion that the client experienced in his subsequent lives, including the current one.
The client was made to seek forgiveness from his parents souls which brought a surge of emotions. We requested the Divine Energies to now release the soul contract between these three souls. Once this process happened he saw them merging into divine light and his face radiated with calmness and peace.
On coming out of the session his first words were 'I feel so light as if a burden has been lifted'

He later sent across a heart touching testimony of his experience which I would share later. Two days back he messaged that he visited his home town and for the first time in years he called up most of his friends and revived lost relationships! Also one of his close neighbor there told him that his face has changed a lot since his visit last month - a visible change seen physically of the new found peace and abundance within!

Gratitude to Divine Energies and the Masters

Love and light
Upasana



Friday, March 10, 2017

Journey Of 2 ..

2 Finally parted....
2 Fun filled to be rejoiced !!
2Trailed Strength....
2prevail all at length!!
2tiny crawling feet....
2 Fast & Furious beam !!
2 gazy gazy eyes ....
2 Naughty Witty lies !!
2 Nursery Rhymes....
             Implies
2 nonstop fusion times!!
2 Minutes of ignorance....
              Turns
2 Topsy-turvy day !!
2 of US can laugh endlessly....
Next few years will so quickly fly ,
Laughter & Joy mixed with a few tears to cry !!
Several things I may pry ....
No matter wherever you go !!
You will stand tall & proud,
Within you will be no fear....
For all your dreams coming true....
I will try my best sitting near !!
All this while I thought I was the one teaching you .....
But then I realized YOUR childhood taught me things so true!!
All this while I thought I am a wonderful mother....
But then I realized what makes that possible....
Is truly a wonderful daughter like you !!

You have graduated from using a nappy to sitting on the potty. From my classes to Play school .I wish you many such big achievements in this life. 

Happy













2nd birthday Ashana!!


Thursday, December 15, 2016

The Miraculous Power that honed me up to this level !!

The Miraculous Power that honed me up to this level !!
( JOURNEY of GOLDEN to RED ) took me long 4 YEARS after getting all the high end educational management degrees job as a career front too came along way but finally as there is a say ..IF IT IS MEANT TO BE IT WILL ... to adopt it as MY profession finally as teaching is something that always energised and enchanted me so is REIKI !!
Will be Sharing my REIKI journey  in CHAPTERS
CHAPTER: 2
Reiki is not just healing but discovery of "Interesting Oblivion facts"  too  .... 
#Self discovery 
#Divine connection
#Spiritual awakening
#Attaining real happiness
#Treading a pathway
#Much more leading on a positive pathway always !
Most people think that they live, but in fact they are merely surviving.
To truly live means to immerse yourself in the journey of life and make the most out of it, not wasting a single moment. It means to explore and discover, to laugh, play and have fun, to connect with others, to share your being and experience love, to make mistakes, learn from them and grow into the best version of yourself.
What the majority of people do is wasting their entire lives doings things that don’t benefit them at all. In fact, those things usually harm them in ways they are not even aware of. They turn them into passive beings and burden their psyche with toxic energy, preventing them from experiencing life to its fullest — hence they end up filled with regrets because of the emotional needs they never managed to satisfy.
Below are five signs that you may be wasting your life, along with helpful tips on how to live better:
1. TV has become your best friend
A clear sign that you are wasting your life is that you spend hours every day in front of a TV screen, passively and unquestionably allowing in yourself huge piles of audiovisual trash that television is filling you with.
TV is a propaganda machine, feeding people’s minds with lies, by presenting false news and manipulative advertising with the only purpose to influence them into believing deceitful information and buying products. Television is also the greatest stupid entertaining device, offering people cheap substitutes for experiences that they deep down wish to live through soaps and reality shows, which in the end only leave them unfulfilled and thirsty for more drama.
If you desire to stop living passively and start spending your time wisely, a first good step you can take is to throw your TV set straight into your rubbish bin!
Recommended reading: The Harmful Effects of Watching Television
2. You do work that you don’t love doing
Another sign that much of your life is being wasted is that you do work that you don’t like doing, but which you do just because you feel forced to.
In the unfair and unjust economic system that we currently have, most people feel compelled to work as wage slaves in order to make ends meet, wasting almost every day half of their waking life working for big corporations that are hugely exploiting them, sucking their energy dry, not allowing them any space to creatively express themselves and contribute anything of importance to the world.
If you are sick of this kind of living, do your best to seek for ways to do work that you truly love doing, and earn your income from pursuing your passions. This way you will be more creative, productive, feel less stress and experience more freedom, as well as get immense satisfaction from sharing your gifts to the world. Of course, this cannot be easily achieved, but it’s totally worth the effort.
Having said that, ideally one should not be motivated to work because of any monetary reward, but out of his or her very love for work alone, which currently is almost impossible for 99% of the people across the planet. In our debt-based monetary system, the harsh reality is that most people need to “get a job”, whether they like it or not, with the socioeconomic forces pressuring them to do anything in order to “earn their living”, no matter whether it’s beneficial to them and the world or not, just so they can get food and a roof.
3. You always want to buy new stuff
Are you one of those people who desire to continuously buy new products in order to feel good about themselves? Then you’re certainly wasting your life trying to satisfy your emotional needs, by spending tremendous amounts of money in order to experience temporary psychological highs that in the end will only leave you empty and disappointed.
In the materialistic world that we are living, we’ve been conditioned to believe that buying stuff will immensely improve the quality of our lives — it will make us more beautiful, loving, confident, and so on and so forth. People who have bought into those lies have fallen into the trap of mindless consumerism, wasting much of their lives comparing themselves to others, not accepting themselves for who they are and always trying to feel better about themselves by acquiring new material things.
To escape the prison of materialism, you need to realize that once you manage to cover your basic physical needs, no product is going to make you feel better about yourself or will improve your relationship with others. You need to look somewhere else for that: pursuing your passions, building meaningful connections with other people, and developing a deeper understanding of yourself and the world you inhabit.
Recommended reading: 10 Emotional Needs Shopping Can Never Satisfy
4. Your thoughts are constantly in the past or the future
From a very young age we’ve been conditioned to sacrifice today for the pleasures of tomorrow. Thus, most people do whatever they can in order to live a better future, forgetting the only true moment there ever was, is, and will be — the present moment. As a result, they don’t savor what existence is offering them each and every moment, and at some point in their journey of life they start having regrets, realizing that for years upon years they have not been living fully and intensely.
There are also those who are continuously attached to the past, who are so focused on it that it drains their energy, not allowing them to be mindful of the here and now, thus unconsciously wasting their lives.
Be sure to learn from yesterday, so that you live better today, and a brighter tomorrow will follow. But never let your thoughts of the past or the future influence you so much that you are not aware of the present moment.
5. You follow what others tell you
A sure way to waste your life is to blindly follow what others are dictating to you. Don’t think, and let others do the thinking for you. Don’t listen to your inner voice, and let others decide what is good and right for you. Don’t form your own ideas, and believe without question in what authority presents you as the truth.
Unfortunately, this is the way most people are living. They follow rules and obey orders, fearing to speak their voice and live the way they deep down desire to live. They suppress themselves in all sorts of ways just in order to be accepted by society, but this only results in them being depressed and dependent.
If you want to regain your freedom and live a meaningful life, doubt what tradition has taught you, say “no” to any authority figure that is subjugating you, escape the herd and create your own path. Embrace your individuality, take responsibility for your actions, and don’t let others direct your life — in short, gather the courage to reject playing the victim and be the hero of your story.
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Upasana myself Usui and Karuna® Reiki Grandmaster and certified holistic therapy practitioner on deifferent modules.I am also a licensed social worker, working for the needy around .Born &Grew up in the holy land of Patna(पटना), the capital of Bihar State, India, is one of the oldest continuously inhabited places in the world and the History of Patna spans at least three millennium. "PATNA" has the distinction of being associated with the two most ancient religions of the world, namely, BUDDHISM & JAINISM .Patna has been known by different names : Pataligram, Pataliputra, Palibothra, Kusumpur, Pushpapura, Azimabad, and the present day Patna.Gautam Buddha passed through this place in the last year of his life, and he had prophesized a great future for this place, but at the same time, he predicted its ruin from flood, fire, and feud.
                      Link to visit the place :  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pataliputra
Graduated with Mass Communication( Patna Women's College, PATNA) Masters in Corporate Communication/Public Relation & MSCMCAJ( International School of Business & Media,PUNE),is a born Myopic but never get to know about the fact till ruptured myself as a whole new beautiful MOTHER (Angelic blessings -"ASHANA").
Certain situations and turn life STARTED taking, REIKI helped me SURVIVE somehow. Thus made me realise the actual worth /POWER AROUND (REIKI) and spread  it which was just taken as a hobby and self growth earlier.The whole new journey started a new way to relief ones around with the learned Reiki. This complementary technique led me to explore other alternative modalities with more of Professional Reiki training .My personal journey, along with life lessons learned along the way, will be getting encrypted in details in my book , Believe and it is True: A Story of Healing and Life Lessons.
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"IF YOU CAN GET THE INSIDE "RIGHT" THE OUTSIDE WILL "FALL INTO PLACE"- Eckhart Tolle