Monday, December 31, 2018

BLACK MAGIC......check out to be checked

How does black magic affect the victim's body?
Actually there are many ways you can tell you have been hexed /kaala jaadu/ Black magic. You just have to see those signs and then admit you have a problem. Many people keep suffering from black magic only because they refuse to admit it. Signs you should look for.

Bad dreams. Are you suddenly experiencing nightmares that leave your awake in the middle of the night? Unless you have suddenly developed gastric problems it can be the very first subtle effects of black magic.

Feeling of Presence. Are you constantly feeling some kind of Presence around you. E.g Something touched your arm but no one was there, you heard some one call out your name but you are alone in that place, Windows closing or opening on their own but there isn’t any draft. Things/stuff disappearing on their own and reappearing in the very same place when you stop looking for them. This can mean an entity has been unleashed on you.

Financial Problems. Sudden financial problems. You were doing just fine, but suddenly there is a loss of business or job. Certain situations arising where money is required and you don’t seem to have it or you’re just losing money for no reason on trivial things.

Bad Health. Yes biggest sign of black magic. You have suddenly taken ill. Your vomiting Non Stop, or have high fever for no apparent reason. Doctors fail to find any disease or condition, hence they don’t know how to cure you.

Bad Mental State. Truly the worst type of black magic, where someone’s mental state is affected. You can’t concentrate on anything, you don’t feel like working, you just don’t want to leave your home and go out. Loss of interest in the activities you used to enjoy. Depression, bouts of rages, frustration.

Failing Relationships. Sudden unexplained break ups in your relationships, falling out with friends, losing people you love for one or the other reason (could be death), separation from family….. Yes there is a type of black magic only done to separate families, couples, people in general from one another.

Loss in Business. Are you suddenly losing customers? Losing a lot of money in business? Contracts not getting passed or projects stuck for some reason? You have tried everything, have done everything right yet your business seems to not improve? Then it’s definitely the work of black magic.

Black magic Does Work. Many of my clients who came to seek my help were victims of black magic. It’s bullshit to say it dosent work if you don’t believe in it. It’s done to harm a person and it will do it’s job, whether you believe in it or don’t.

Black Magic is dangerous and can destroy one’s health and well-being, it can also kill or make the individual commit suicide in extreme cases. The innocent soul seldom finds out that he/she has become a victim of Black Magic.

If you think you have become a victim of black magic here are the indications that will help you understand your situation.

Initial stages of possible Black Magic or Spirit Activity

Your sleep is disturbed

Fatigue and lack of energy to live day-to-day life

You have Fear

Disinterest in life

Hopelessness

You are irritated for no reason

You get angry for no reason

Severe Depression

Dryness of mouth at night

Obesity in some cases

Sudden Chills and Goose Bumps

Tightness around body parts

You start forgetting things in the spur of the moment and experience memory loss

Your access to the dream world is blocked: No remembrance of dreams when you wake up

Your professional career suffers

Irrational behaviour of people towards you.

Blockages in the inflow of money

There are many symptoms and it all depends upon the state of consciousness the victim is at and the kind of Spirit World influence that is affecting the victim.

Advance Stages of Black Magic/Spirit Activity

You dream of dead bodies and horrible looking people who want to kill you in your dream

You dream of snakes & dirty places

Waking up suddenly in fear with shortness of breath

Dreaming of falling from Heights

Dreaming of Snakes, Scorpions & Spiders

You see black dots or smoke flying all over

The stomach bloats like a pregnant women’s belly and the area right above the navel tightens up & when touched feels like a golf ball is in there

Tightness and heaviness specially in shoulders and chest

Extreme hunger in case entities have taken charge of your body

Constant headache

Your complexion darkens

Itching, burning and stinging pains in different parts of the body

Final Stages of Spirit Possession / Black Magic with very little recovery time left

Cancer of blood or other body parts

Shrinking and malfunctioning of kidneys

Excessive alcohol consumption resulting in liver damage

Substance Abuse

Heart Attacks resulting in sudden death

Medicines do not work baffling the medical practitioner: resulting in doctors using stronger treatments

Suicidal attempts or thoughts of self destruction

Additional symptoms pertaining to women only

Bruise marks around thighs & vagina

Rape in dreams by spirits with an orgasm that is real

Irritation in the vagina with Leukorrhea/Leucorrhea

Complete stoppage of monthly periods, irregular periods, painful periods, Dark Blood

unable to conceive due to psychic blocks so as the woman stays barren all her life

Blockages in fallopian tubes and/or unable to hold the pregnancy resulting in miscarriage

Unexplained convulsions

Additional symptoms pertaining to Spiritual People

Your interest in the divine consciousness takes a nose dive, you lose interest in your prayers and meditations.

Body shakes like a pendulum when one tries to meditate or pray

One gets attracted towards unholy desires like homosexuality, Non-vegetarian food, sex & other vices

Your kundalini shakti becomes inactive in case your kundalini was functioning earlier. In serious cases where demons, devils or evil entities have taken possession of the individual’s body, the individual can commit suicide or become a killer. Sudden violent behavior is quite visible in these individuals.

Important:

The spirit activity increases 2-3 days before the Dark moon nights and the full moon nights. If you are a victim your condition will worsen around these periods. It will help you keep a log of the events around these periods. Please check the dates for the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon Nights that are listed at the end of this page.

Voodoo Witchcraft

(Very Cruel & Deadliest of all) Voodoo Witchcraft comes from the African continent & is extremely lethal. In the last few years it has spread into other parts of the world & is being mixed with other forms of Black magic to harm and kill people.

The clothes, hair, nails and picture are used to make a doll that resembles the victim; the heart area of the doll is kept open for the final ritual. A ritual is performed and a heart is pulled out from a live animals body while it is vibrating and placed into the heart area of the doll, at this point the doll is infused with life connecting the doll with the victim with an invisible psychic chord. Once the doll and the victim are connected, 2-3 inch needles are pushed in the doll at specific acupuncture points to break the energy system of the victim. As the pins are pushed into the doll the victim feels as if a needle is being pierced into his body. The victim can be sitting thousands of miles away and will experience the attacks instantaneously. If the victim was made to eat or drink food and/or water that consists of “Masaan” (Ash of the Dead) infused with negatively charged energy by the black magician, the effects are life threatening and gives unlimited control over the victims Mind & Body. The prime focus of the black magician is to destroy the immune system of their victim.

In case of a man: head & temple area, thumbs & big toes are targeted to break the immune system.

In case of women, breasts and private parts are attacked to terrorize & harm the victim.

The individual can be killed using this technique in as little as 28 days (one Moon cycle). If the individual is physically, mentally, emotionally & spiritually strong it becomes very difficult for the attacker to kill the victim within a specific time period and the attacks can continue for years until the victim or the black magician dies. At present many forms of black magic are being used all over the world, the problem is rising at a horrifying rate and the governments are not interested in looking into the problem and making laws to punish the Black Magicians. In the past few years hushed up research has been done at the Stony Brook Medical College, New York. USA and they have concluded that Voodoo witchcraft can kill people. 90% of Vietnam is dominated by the practice of black magic; Parts of Asia including India, China, Indonesia, Thailand, and Malaysia are the areas where the science of black magic is spreading like wild fire. In the west: America, Mexico & parts of South America, England, Eastern Europe & Africa are some of the areas where Black Magic & Voodoo witchcraft is on the rise.

Here are some of the effects one can experience on the physical level if one has become a victim of Voodoo Witchcraft: In Voodoo the effects are not gradual but start instantly and the intensity of these attacks increase to higher levels depending upon the weakness of the individual.

Waking up with a jerk and in fear within moments one falls into the first stage of sleep.

A Dark or Grey smoke is seen in front of the eyes when awake.

One’s complexion turns dark & as the time passes it turns to darker shades of black.

Stinging pains in different parts of the body.

Shooting stinging pain in the tongue and one wakes up with extreme pain with a blister on the tongue.

Burning of palms as if they have been put on fire

Lips and other body parts get swollen in the spur of the moment for no medical reasons.

Constant Fatigue/ Low Energy

Mood Swings & extremely negative thinking that can lead to suicides

Jerking/Twitching of muscles or body parts

feeling of ants crawling on the body or body parts vibrate

Heaviness/Tightness in the whole body or certain body parts

In serious cases where spirits have taken control of the house where the individual is residing: one can experience dripping plasma from the walls, unusual activity of the insects & other wierd phenomenon that is unexplainable & unrealistic. Some of the unusual activity is only visible to the victims.

Whether it is Black Magic or Voodoo witchcraft the effets are intensified on and around the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon nights As the attacks continue the victim is torn down on multiple levels; gets bed ridden and eventually dies of no apparent medical reason. The doctor’s cannot help him because the symptoms misguide the doctors into giving the individual stronger treatments with every passing day and one day the body gives-up. If any of the above symptoms match your situation, you should immediately get professional help. There are some specific mantras in the Rig Vedas that can start protecting you immediately. Here are some precautions that you can take from becoming a victim

Do not eat or drink any item from anyone unless the person shares that food item with you.

Sweets/Desserts that are filled with “Ash of the Dead” and charged with negative mantra are used to create an opening in your auric shield and that opening is used as a channel to control your body & mind.

Black Magic is done using your picture, clothes, hair, nails, blood, saliva, skin tissue & used menstrual pads

Women get affected with black magic more easily than men, in women the effects can be observed on the surface while in men it works as an undercurrent and is not visible.

Black magic can also be done by touching your body or looking straight into your eyes.

Anything that carries an aura can be charged with negative energies to create an opening in the auric field of the victim. Examples: Clothing, jewelry, piece of paper, stuffed animals or stuffed dolls e.t.c

Black magic can also be done using your name and your mother’s name hence do not give sensitive information to everyone

There is nothing irrational about black magic as it is an ancient science and can be mastered to hurt or heal people hence follow the rule of Trusting in God but staying on Guard Important:

The spirit activity increases 2-3 days before the Dark moon nights and the full moon nights. If you are a victim your condition will worsen around these periods. It will help you keep a log of the events around these periods. Please check the dates for the Full Moon Nights and the Dark Moon Nights that are listed below.

If any of the symptoms listed above match your situation, your life is at serious risk, you should seek immediate help.

Friday, December 21, 2018

JOURNEY .....to be continued !!

MY STRUGGLES 
 
 
I STRUGGLE WITH
EMOTIONAL ABANDONMENT......
 40995 People struggle with this too.

I got married believing I would have a partner to share life with a healthy family Instead, I ended up more alone than ever before rather bunch of craps n abuses on physical n mental level with my education being my biggest curse as the  prime statement all time popping up from in laws n family..Place where reading a English newspaper was a bad habit as daughter in law comes to work not to read ... where talking to elders n sharing your genuine problems seems to be rude n disobedient...where wearing or dressing twice a day means you have bad character or you have habit of not valuing money .. much more in que which kept on going . .stealing of belongings also became a hard way to survive n a matter of self security n Moreover for the same you were blamed being careless what a beautiful world God has created must say how KARMA'S pay back in various forms.....never mind .. 

SHACKLED TO A DEAD MARRIAGE
I was left alone in our marriage. My husband didn’t know how to acknowledge my feelings or show me his support. After 6 months of courtship and 4 (2 years separated) years of marriage, we gradually become strangers — to the point where mutual understanding faded and there was hardly a trace of connection left between us.
I wanted him to hear me out, to show that he cared about how I felt and to notice what I was going through. But that wasn’t something he wanted to do. He was a “best friend” to others outside our home, but for many years I felt like I came in second place to everything. I was left thinking, I wish he wanted to be my friend. When I told him how I felt, he’d dismiss my feelings as if they weren’t even real. We became strangers, living under the same roof, hardly talking. On the rare occasions we did talk, it usually ended in arguments. We even slept on same bed as if in separate rooms because he didn't want to be near me.
When my husband was present, he was never really there for me and our daughter. He had moved on before, but I wouldn’t let myself accept that fact. He spent so much time outside the house that I was basically raising my daughter alone. People loved him — he was their hero and needed his help. He ended up just being a provider, but I also needed him to be a co-parent.

My ex pretended rather was workaholic having (his ex) no where at priority. He would often work on weekends. While I waited for him to come home in the evenings, he’d be in his office still working at something or spending his evenings out with friends. When he did come home, instead of being with me, he would start spending much time out and often stayed glued to his phone till the wee hours of the or television . We hardly even had meals together. Several days a week he would come home at one in his timing as if I was a mere maid kept for household work simply , telling me he’d already eaten and not to wait up for him.

To my shock, in the last few years of our marriage, I realized he’d found someone else.

He used to pass signs to me he was emotionally, mentally, and physically done with me maybe because my parents didn't had enough to pay for me to continue this term called marraige but his statements never truly sank in.

Out of all the moment n that one fine complete bleedy night while my clothes n face was whole blooded n mental abuse by each individual have taken me to another area of my mind which I have never seen a new me discovered n it all ended . All the abuses & physical torture that started just a week after the marriage was tolerated considering the love of the value which my UPBRINGING had given me to continue the bond of marriage at any cost being any situation it is sailing through finally broke down the way n virtually took the last breath as bond of TOGETHERNESS....I couldn't consider the crime of departing a son with parents else may would have given a chance  of fresht separately seeing the one year old angel in my hands I felt helpless but had no other way left except standing on my legs n making my professional standards firm at par created a mark upto the level expected to but some not somewhere the ideal life of normal people was no more my choice ...started running away from all n kept on working with several ideas n platforms just to engage mind at home or mostly being with my only family as my daughter ..  was surrounded by so many people enjoying every festival n celebration around but seemed no colours in it ...life kept going n adding colours with the angel n so on until she was about to be 4 ( 4 months back )
When it finally sunk in, I cocooned. I wanted to be alone because I had nothing more to give him. I battled with my mind and with our relationship. If I brought up his behavior, we would fight and then he'd get busy or sleep alone n I kept on crying whole night for end number of months just to talk him once n vent out my feelings which fortunately happended rare n that too ended with blame games n no support on my end ever. I consulted the psychologist, thinking I was having a nervous breakdown. I started taking prescription medication for depression. It made me feel like I was hopelessly sick and alone.He never saw what was happening to me because he was too busy or he was somewhere else. I was falling apart because he didn’t acknowledge his part in our dead marriage. He blamed it all on me. When I asked him to join me in couple's counselling, he refused. Because I continued to see my psychologist alone, he told family and friends I had a mental condition.

To my shock, in the last few years of our marriage, I realized he’d found someone else. I turned a blind eye to his adultery and continued living with him even though I knew he was emotionally and physically involved with another woman. I just didn’t want to let go of him. I was afraid of complete abandonment.

For days I had shut myself inside.

But I overcame my depression by starting to work on myself — just myself. I reached out to the family members and friends who accepted me as I was. I engaged in healthy communities, which helped to pull me out of the shackles of my dead marriage, which I had been told was my fault. I realized I should turn to God to receive the unconditional love and acceptance I needed.

For days I had shut myself inside. There was immense emotional damage, and by not sharing and allowing myself to renew, I had been carrying all the stress of life by myself. By letting go of a dead relationship, I was able to be healed and to become myself again, with a new beginning.

I feel I am well on my way to recovery. All I’ve been through has made me stronger than I thought I could ever be. I have lived my life in many colours — some cold and some warm hues. Whatever canvas I’ve painted so far, it has made me who I am today. I now believe there was purpose in my struggle.

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Saturday, December 15, 2018

Once the Princess is all Powerpuffed :)

Dear Daughter, I Don’t Want You To Grow Up A Pampered Princess

Dear Daughter, I Don’t Want You to Grow Up Pampered Princess  Tell me what TRUE BEAUTY means to you. It’s time we redefine beauty!
Life can be hard, mom tells her daughter, and I want you to become tough enough to be able to take it head-on, not be a pampered princess.
Every now and then I send her a mail with little anecdotes, my feelings for her, the name of the song she loves to dance upon, a video of when she laughed hysterically as her dad made monkey face and so on. I intend to keep doing that and give her the password once she grows up. I feel she will also be able to experience how we celebrated and enjoyed little moments of her childhood.
A few days after her first birthday, I drafted a mail, the gist of which was ironically – you are not a princess.

First a little background on why I chose such a morbid topic. As we look around there are two kinds of families – those still stuck in patriarchal mindset where birth of a girl child is frowned upon and girls are still discriminated against, and a second kind where the girls are cherished like princesses and treated like one too.

I don’t want to talk about the disgusting regressive mindset of the first kind but there is something wrong with the second group too.

In my role as a teacher I came across numerous university girls who were unable to cope with studies, and a little rebuttal would result in a stream of tears often leading to anxiety attacks. Many girls had a hard time adjusting in hostels, eating mess food, and could not survive without an air conditioner in their rooms. In recent heart-breaking news, a girl in Mysore committed suicide as her hair-straightening procedure went wrong and she had excessive hair-loss. Much ahead leading family trust broken how own siblings rather parents impart moral values to drain everything of your's.

MAY YOU WAS BROUGHT BY MISTAKE BUT WON'T BE GROWN UP IN SAME WAY FURTHER MORE.....HOW SIBLINGS TRIED TAKING AWAY EVERYTHING AWAY BUT UNKNOWINGLY EVERY LIFE LESSONS WAS GIVEN IN RETURN TAKING THE MOST PRECIOUS THING ....
NEVER MIND THAT'S LIFE & FATE ....
MAY DESTROIER CAME YOUR WAY ....PLAYED THEIR PART ...N THE STORM TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY ......BUT WE MUST STAY BACK WITH WHAT REMAINS.....

LIFE ..............FATE..............KARMA............... SERENDIPITY...........SURRENDERENCE..........

THAT'S the prime way life should be leaded ....

LET IT ALL GO ....n see Finally what remains...

Few mistakes have no correction rather just the RESULT.....




Girls ending their life over a failed relationship or bad result have become common news. In a quest to provide unconditional love and protect them from hardships, we have created entitled individuals unable to tackle real life issues.

So II don’t know how the future pans out for my daughter, but here is what I wrote –

My darling…

You are a piece of my heart, but I don’t want you to be treated like a princess. I would rather prefer calling you my power puff girl. My girl is not a Cinderella waiting for her prince charming; she is a Moana unafraid to sail out on her own to build her future.

You will forever have your mother love and support, but I want to prepare you for a world that is full of all kinds of people, and life that may bring you face to face with unexpected circumstances. As you grow up you may face various situations – your closest friends having no qualms gossiping behind your back, your teachers being unfairly biased, relationships that break your heart or a boss being unnecessarily judgmental.

This does not mean that everyone is unfair; in fact most people are actually kind, but it’s just a part of life and I want you to be strong enough to take the ups and downs in your stride.

How happy or sad we are marginally depends on our circumstances and majorly on how we respond to a situation.

Chose your battles wisely and learn to let it go. If a situation seems tough and out of control and you find it hard to go on just look around and you will find me by your side. I promise to walk along with you as you carve your own path.




Be happy, confident in your skin, kind and humble.

I promise I will forever be there for you, love you, and protect you.

Love,

Mummy .....

Saturday, March 10, 2018

                         "Empowering 3"
          Two leading incredible Three

If love can fade ,so can pain....
Also it can be as speedy as train,
Can make all the torment drain,
Feeling of love is all I wish to attain,
May it won't tie you to chain...
It shouldn't be considered as bane,
Rather be wished to obtain,
Which drains our brain,
Fly you like an airplane....
It may also complain but isn't a terror of reign,
May LOVE can't be explained
Because
It all drain brain & all I wish is YOU to attain the same !

Cheers ! 
to our INCREDIBLE 3rd inning 
Happy 3rd birthday my Angel Aashana !










                       mine 30's yours 3rd :)